It's so, so, sooooo easy to slip back into bad habits.
Because "Sick" isn't pretty.
But "Skinny" is.
Thin legs and small waists and thighs not touching when you're standing straight and collarbones and smaller arms and thinner cheeks and wearing whatever you want because everything looks good on skinny girls is pretty.
And I want so badly to be pretty.
I just don't know where my lines are drawn, yet.
But I want these pictures to be of me.
I wish I could sit here and say being skinny isn't everything. I wish I could say being skinny isn't pretty. Because I don't believe it. Because I'm going through the same problem you are.
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